"escapism: the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy."
This Time Next Week (2017) gives insight into my personal thoughts and experiences. Everyone feels alone sometimes, everyone feels like they have needed to escape at some point. Truth is you can find solace in many aspects of your life, it's just that we find it easier to become self destructive than to become a better version of ourselves. This has been my struggle and I feel like this is a issue a lot of people are facing and haven't found a way to overcome their challenges or a voice to express their insecurities.
You are never alone.. connect with the world and the people around you. Connect with God. Find something to do, someone to love, a purpose for life. Find peace with who you are.